You know what? I'm scared that I might become feminist. Not wanting guys in my life. Because from what I see, I don't think that I can see them without the feeling of hatred.
I don't think anyone can penetrate into my heart on how I feel about them now. It's almost near to impossible. I don't even care if I saw couple holding hands, caress each other or even sending love gestures to one another. In fact, I even feel annoyed looking at them. Not that I am jealous (you may think that I am), but honestly speaking, I really do feel annoyed, which I can't explain why. I think all guys are the same. The initial stage of relationship is always the best period. But the longer it gets, the more I feel that every guy is a pain in the ass, and I can't tolerate with them.
Put it simple, I can't change myself for guys. I don't see the point. And I don't see myself falling in love again.
I hope this is just temporary. Cos it does scare the hell out of me!
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